I watch the way she hides her heart, tenderly tucking her gift inside. She longs to feel invisible because it feels better than feeling alone in a room full of people. My heart hurts as I see it, because I know that feeling. I understand the loneliness in the crowd and I can find it fast when I scan the faces of those who wear peace as a battle shield. This defense mechanism we put up, to shield us from the arrows which are but toothpicks against the armor of God, are all a tactic to keep us distracted from the Truth.
I need you to know something today, friend. If this is you. If you are part of the misfit crew, the artsy eclectic, the outspoken rebel, the gentle bookworm, the intellectual introvert, the unsatisfied bench warmer, the lonely pew dweller.. you are among a company of plenty. You are not alone. You are seen. You matter.
When you think you are missed. When you feel forgotten. When your reasons for holding back are more than for stepping out, remember: There is one who can’t forget you because your very image is engraved upon His hand.
Behold, I have indelibly imprinted you on the palm of each of My hands; your walls are continually before me. – Isaiah 49:16
Know this truth, know it deep in your soul…The world is an unfit judge of beauty and the crowd has no place to choose who receives the accolades of grace; there is a gift within you that is a seed of greatness.
A man’s gift makes room for him and brings him before great men. – Proverbs 18:16
Sometimes we need to lift our eyes to see who is beholding us. As in a reflected image, perceive the promise of being held close to the Father. He has already made room for you to enter in and rest, so choose to embrace His acceptance and shine the like the diamond you already are. He has already filled you with these gifts that are beautiful and abundant from the very beginning, from the moment when He saw your unformed substance and smiled because he saw you.
I have spent a lot of time on the bench of life, hiding from the crowd, waiting to be seen by someone; just waiting to be reminded that there is a light that glows underneath the surface. There were a few pilgrims on the journey who have taken the time to invest grace in my heart, they planted seeds which were watered by the rain of His Mercy and they are growing steadily towards the Light.
That light, is not of my own doing, it is all His. He is the power source within that picks me up off the bench and allows me to walk forward untouched by the heaviness that threatens hope. I was reminded of this truth wading through the gentle moments memories create. Waiting in the projection that basking in His creation displays, soaking up dew-drops of grace, I realized that grace tugs us off of the bench so that we can be close to His heart even when we are in the crowd.
Grace reaches low and touches deep as the longing to pull beauty off the bench and polish it off tugs me close. Grace always reflects His heart so we don’t have to fear its pulling us near.
Recollecting grace with my daughter reminded me of a deep truth that all daughters of Eve need to remember.
She was busy in the process of investigation. The intricate shape of a red bog lily lulled her close as she compared it to similar flowers in resurrected awe. The invitation to bend low inhaling the sweet perfume of each distinct rose, relishing the difference in each, was powerful strong. Listening to song she scribed in laughter as she retold her revelation of planting life in a cup of reused plants dried hard, life grows out of death, I heard fascination echoing in her words. I was mesmerized by the fearless way she demonstrated this beholding He does with our hearts. I was enticed to escape the bench so that I could take in the gifts she so easily received. I was inspired to investigate this grace seed that we are called to plant deep in the soil of hearts nearby. I was reminded that when we investigate the beauty around that we, too, can relish the resurrected awe of difference and embrace the powerful gift of community.
Beheld close in the grip of grace, if we listen we can hear the sacred whisper and see the beauty of His magnificence mirrored in our discoveries because the bench is only meant as a place to rest in Him, not hide from fellowship.
Childhood seems to hold a magic wonderland that keeps us from even considering the benches that are littered on our pathway through life. Do you know the benches I am relating? The ones that say you are not enough.
As I watched my daughter marveling in the glory of creation, worshiping His handiwork in the simplicity of seeing through young unaltered eyes, she showed me how to keep searching for the hidden glories He has concealed deep. Walking in the natural art of enjoying herself in His World and sharing her light with others, effortlessly enticing them to walk with her.
Freedom to be ourselves allows us to lift others up off the bench, too.
Two are better than one; because they have a good reward fro their labor. For if they all, the one will lift up his fellow. – Ecclesiasties 4:9,10
In freedom we can appreciate the gifts of God in the very simplest, yet profound, ways… we are getting up off the bench and we are joining in with the crowd of witnesses that are cheering us on but we have to stop hiding from the game that He has called us to play.
Friends, sometimes the witnesses are not just in heavenly crowd, but instead right next to you, seeing you seated ,shielded from the multitudes, and pulling you up.
If you are hiding today, behind the shield that is keeping you from shining bright, let me remind you today that you are not hidden from the very One who has seen you fully and is pleased.
- He has investigated the depths of your frame and rejoices over you with joy. (Zeph 3:17)
- He has thought deep and weighty thoughts that have included you. ( Psalm 139)
- He has engraved your image on His hands so that you know you are remembered. (Isaiah 49:16)
My prayer today is that you are encouraged to stand strong and tall so you can walk away from the bench that has kept you back. Grab a hand and pull someone else off that bench as you go. Don’t be afraid to shine bright so the world sees the gift He has placed inside of you. Pouring into others gives us the courage to step out boldly, to share with others who are waiting to be lifted off the bench, and reminds us all we are being held securely in the grip of His Grace.
What is keeping you on the bench friend?
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What an encouraging word today! I love this line from your post, “Freedom to be ourselves allows us to lift others up off the bench, too.”
Oh, that we would lift more women off the bench and encourage them to shine!
Found your post on Me, Coffee, and Jesus today.
Hope you have a blessed day~
Beautiful, beautiful post, Dawn!
“Sometimes we need to lift our eyes to see who is beholding us. As in a reflected image, perceive the promise of being held close to the Father. He has already made room for you to enter in and rest, so choose to embrace His acceptance and shine the like the diamond you already are. He has already filled you with these gifts that are beautiful and abundant from the very beginning, from the moment when He saw your unformed substance and smiled because he saw you.” <— This melted my heart and blessed my soul! So blessed and grateful to visit with you today! Peace and infinite blessings to you, Love! 🙂
Sometimes it seems so comfortable and safe to just stay on the bench. But you’re right that we need to stand up and walk away from it, and bring someone along with us. God made each of us unique and special for a reason; we can use that to honor Him. Thanks for sharing this, Dawn.
Beautiful words that speak and touch deeply today. I am a bench dweller but I know God has so much more. Sometimes the comfort of the bench is a safe place to be but God didn’t call me to just sit. Loved these words and so glad to be your neighbor at #TellHisStory
“Freedom to be ourselves allows us to lift others up off the bench, too.” Love this, Dawn – it’s truly my heart song. Thank you for sharing truth today and encouraging us to step out with and for God – and link arms with those doing the same. Blessed to visit from #tellhisstory.
Dawn, visiting today from Kristin’s TWW, I’m in slot #1! This is a great post. I had to teach myself to peel my wallflower self off the wall and interact with people – all my jobs required it. Not an easy thing to do, but with God’s grace, it can be done!
Dawn, what a lovely post. It can be so easy to feel overwhelmed by the other activity around you, that it’s sometimes easier to sit and watch it go by. The Lord’s been working in my heart regarding that very thing lately, so your post is a timely one for me to read. Thank you for sharing. ((blessings))
This post reminds me of the sound of the river – soothing, always running, trickling water. And this post is filled overflowing with the Living Water – none of us need to thirst, for we are all seen, all partakers, if we would just partake. Beautiful.
How beautiful Dawn, we may not be noticed but we are deeply loved by God. His grace surrounds us and holds us firmly.
You are right the world is an unfit judge of beauty!
Thank you for your gracious words.
Many Blessings to you Dawn
Just beautiful! My heart was touched by your tender loving words today! Thank you for reminding me that He loves me so much! Stopping by from Reflect. I have selected your blog post to be featured on my Saturday share! Feel free to link to it. Jann
I love this: “Friends, sometimes the witnesses are not just in heavenly crowd, but instead right next to you, seeing you seated, shielded from the multitudes, and pulling you up.” Good stuff, as always, friend. Thanks for sharing it at #ThreeWordWednesday.
Your words are so gentle, and that is what God’s grace is all about. Thanks for the reminder that we have to remember the bench we have come from, and help others to stand up and step out, not so they are alone but we walk together. As I read your post, I was reminded of the words of a song by Kathryn Scott called Grace Called My Name. Here’s a link to the song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vquc1FovPOI Enjoy.
life grows out of death, Powerful statement. Thank you for sharing your lovely words here today at DanceWithJesus linkup. You blessed many! Hugs. Susan
Dawn, these are beautiful words, and best of all, they remind me of the One whom Hagar called “The God Who Sees.” What an empowering thing it is to know that we are fully known and always seen by the God of the universe.
Wearing peace as a battle shield…great imagery. I once was told that I was very funny, but I hide behind my humor and the person asked me what was I hiding?
Your post is beautifully written. I wrote about insecurity today, but mine was a little more of an exhortation than an encouragement, maybe because it was related to my own incident and directed toward myself. Lovely post.
hi dawn, i enjoyed your post tonite. i’m a nearby neighbor at #GiveMeGrace. There weren’t a lot of posts to choose from tonight so I was able to visit all of us. I’ll have to drop by tomorrow to check a few more out. Blessings:)
Beautiful post. Too often I’ve been the one sitting on the bench, afraid to step forward and claim the gifts God’s given me. Stepping forward is hard and scary, yet is also where we see God at work empowering us to do more than we ever thought we could.
This is beautiful. I spend far too much time on the bench watching life pass me by. I know God’s plans for me are greater than I could ever imagine.
Dawn … what a beautiful invitation you’ve given here, what affirmations of grace and beauty you’ve offered. Visiting you has been a refreshment.
Thank you …